My Escape

I'm hopping on the first train headed wherever. 
Don't wanna hear your words, I wanna hear a stranger's.
But by the time you get this letter I'll be dead and gone.
But by that time you'll realize that I was dead all along. 
So if this is the last chance that I'll ever get to tell you what's been making me lose so much sleep: I feel connection when I put my hand up to the glass, don't bother, you'll never take the place of me or change the way I feel.
I see the storm outside, it's gonna be a bad one.
Won't hear the things you say, the thunder's gonna drown you out. 
You'll be lost, you'll be better, I'll be in between. 
It seems the only thing I’m ever gonna do is dream.
So if this is the last chance that I'll ever get to tell you what's been making me lose so much sleep: I feel connection when I put my hands up to the glass, don't bother, you'll never take the place of me or change the way that my heart can't help but beat a little faster when I think of you.
You’re running fast, but my heart is beating faster and faster...
Faster and faster, until it bursts...